its a production

i panic sometimes when thinking about figuring out the logic of the human thought process - it makes me feel a lot more responsible for all of my actions - i miss being naive!

so, now that i am hyperaware of things, i choose to participate in social situations - i know that understanding communication can lead to predictable situations, but what about those situations that hit degree zero? the situations we call miracles, things so unbelievable that they actually induce panic.

i've had a cats claw vitamin few of these situations occur in my life, but the first one changed me so much i've never been the same! my father was with me when i ran into a friend of mine, randomly, outside of Paris. I was on vacation - and did not expect to see her there. I was just talking to a friend of mine about her the week before. The friend told me that she heard she died in a car accident. Not so. Bizarre. She was sitting in front of me, alive and well. It blew my mind so much that I didn't know what to do except make a photo.

But the fact that my father gave me a book that talked about coincidences not being just coincidences, but real, planned incidents (via the cosmos), my entire life changed on that day. My father cemented the idea with this book.

Now that that part of life was pointed out, I started to have some crazy experiences - i could write a book on their bizarre nature alone - i look for these opportunities in life, the miracles, the bizarre events because they're exciting - i chose to look instead of letting it happen, trying to relive the bliss i experienced, knowing i'll never get it back

i believe i create my destiny and I use the law of attraction all the time